Little Did I Know

Happenings.

2009-11-15T00:31:00.001-08:00

Well. Let me update you a lil bit.

We went for AAR concert for our 7th month anniversary.

It was a great time. Till we got to the concert.

Qis fainted and I had to carry her out from the crowd to the medic tent.

I was really worried.. like.. Is she gonna be okay?

Well. At least she’s alright =]

You sent me a message on Facebook.

I hope you read this.

I love you Qistina.

I have always loved you. I have always forgave you.

For the things you’ve said and the things you’ve done.

You might consider me the second best thing that’s happen to you this year.

Even after everything you’ve put me through.

I can honestly say, You are the best thing that happened to me this year.

Alex.

Metaphors =D

2009-10-24T08:57:00.001-07:00

We have new names!

If Farah and Carmen are in the same location,

Saying the name Farah and Carmen will be tiring,

So!

Metaphor Gang presents…

Farmen!

F- from Farah,

-armen from Carmen

It can be used in a sentence such as,

Is Farmen there yet?

Where is Farmen?

Enjoy the new metaphor =D

Sexy Lexy

What a day.

2009-10-21T02:21:00.000-07:00

On Tuesday morning, I slept at 5 a.m

I then was woken up by Sean Loo, for breakfast =D

Proceeded to the gym, and later a jog around the lake. And basketball.

And Bio exam was today =]

Holy f**k

Anyways. Bio exam was ok i guess?

Sucks when you hear other people's answer is different than yours.

I'll pray mine is the correct one =]

Anyways.. Qis asked me to make her lasagna again.
By Friday.

Phew.

If you're reading this, I'll try to make it.

Quote of the day:

You can't see it from another view,
If all you see is you.

Gay1 and 2,

I'd love some wasabi and tempura weih.

After finals, we hit Tony Roma's. =D

Mmmmmm.

Anyone wanna join us for mamak?
And pan mee. (Gay1's fav)

I totally admire John Mayer.
His guitar riffs and lyrics are totally awesome =D

I'd recommend :

Slow Dancing in a Burning Room
Who says
I'm gonna find another you
Dreaming with a broken heart
Free Fallin'
Daughters

All the songs above are from John Mayer =]

Oh yeah, to Carl Lyn and Faris.

Happy 16th to ya in...6 and a half hours.

=D

Slexie

Codenames =D

2009-10-19T08:53:00.000-07:00

Sooo...

I have been installed into the Metaphorica Gang!

Whoopie =.=

Anyways. Lemme introduce to you the members?

Gay1, Lawrence
Gay2, Faris
Gay3, Alex

That's about it.

Whats the group all about?

Cheering our thirds whenever they feel down =D

When Gay 1 is down, Gay2 and 3 shall help.

If Gay2 is down, Gay1 and 3 shall help.

Right now, Gay 2 needs help =[

We shall help!

A new creed for the Metaphorica Gang,

Help the Gay thats in need

Free falling till I hit the bottom

2009-10-18T23:40:00.001-07:00

Mom's birthday is tomorrow =]

We celebrated it earlier,

Sis, Aaron and me baked Apple crumble cheese cake =D

Yummy.

Love makes or breaks.
Its the only thing that holds it together.

The only reason I'm staying.

Is because I love you.

In 2 years time, will you still love me and stay?

Alex

See pass my smile.

2009-10-11T00:02:00.000-07:00

So people. Lots of things happened =]

I baked lasagna for Qis.
I keep to my promises.

Um. Finals are tomorrow.

F-ed up eh?

Haha. And. I'm so happy for my two friends =']

To him. Treat her well.
To her. Treat him well.

I joined the Metaphorica Gang =D
3rd member.

1&2 members are. Lawrence and Faris

On a whole different note.

See pass my smile,
You'll see my heart.
See pass my heart,
You'll see my soul.
If you can see beyond that.
All you'll find is an empty hole.

Just because I don't talk about it.
Does not mean I'm over it.
That I feel better or that I'm ever going to be okay,

You can't unbreak a heart.

Alex.

Ambitions towards a better world

2009-10-07T08:57:00.000-07:00

Anyways.

Let's talk about ambitions =D

I have one. I wanna be a psychiatrist =]
Sadly my mom disapproves.
She says " Its a difficult job. You'll have to hear people's troubles and you'll end up living their lives instead of yours"

I agree with that actually. But to me, everyone needs someone who they can confide to, and to seek help and guidance in life. I want to be a child psychiatrist, as I believe if we can help the young, they'll grow up with good mental health e.g high self esteem, humility.

Just one small step towards a better world and one huge step for me =D

I'll have to go through 5 years of med school, then major in psychiatry. Phew.

Oh yeah. I got a haircut =D

Lexie

All I ever wanted was you.

2009-10-05T05:55:00.000-07:00

Monday. Had a nice day today =]

I cooked dinner last night for my family =D.

Yes. I CAN cook.

Angel Hair Pomodro served with salmon fillet with melted mozarella and a side
of roasted vegetables.

Now. I'm hungry =P

First thing my mom said was. Thank God I have a son who can cook.

=D weehee.

' I could follow you to the beginning,
Just to relive the start,
And maybe then, we'd remember to slow down
On all our favourite parts' - *Paramore.

* say what you want. But they have nicer words to nicer meanings
than some old philosopher*

I'd do it all again.
If I could.
I'd turn back the clock.

Minus the ex-boyfriend, minus the harsh words spoken,
Minus the hurts.

But I can't. The best I can do is to get up and walk on.
I can always forgive. But I can never forget.

We'll never know true joy if we never tasted sadness.

Alex

Apologies Accepted

2009-10-03T22:28:00.000-07:00

I just read your blog.

You're right. Even if you deleted the post.
It wouldn't make a difference.

Don't let your mood keep taking swings at me.

Cause I'm barely standing from the last swing.

Tell me. What do you wanna do now?

Cause. I don't know what to do anymore.

Finally.

I accept your apology.

I hate having a 3rd person in our relationship.
Cause I'll always be compared.

Alex.

False illusions and Longer shortcuts

2009-10-03T02:08:00.000-07:00

Had a fun time last night =]

I'm glad your mom enjoyed the cake.
Mental note.
Cut down on the sugar.

I read your blog.

I'm gonna ignore it for now.

I'm off to basketball.

Alex.

Orange cake and a swollen nut.

2009-10-01T08:24:00.000-07:00

I baked Qis's mom a cake today.
A whole orange cake.
Tiring work considering i don't have an electric whisk at the moment.
Grow forearms!

Yeah.. Um.. If you're reading this.

Happy 8th =]

And to the people who do know.

I think my nuts are swollen 0.O

Lexie.

I'll do my best. But i doubt I'll forget

2009-09-29T09:40:00.000-07:00

We finally have a song together =]

"Beautiful mess" by Jason Mraz.
I guess it suits our situation, doesn't it?
What we have is beautiful. Its just messed up =/

" Its like taking a guess, when the only answer is 'Yes' "

Well. To you guys out there wondering.
Yes. We are back together.
Officially.
I guess its never really over till the love really dies.
Sooo...
Here we go again =]

Today.
I said what i had to say.

I'll try to forget it.

But don't hate me if i can't.
Forgive me when i do.
Cause deep down.
I know i always will.

Don't blame me.
I'm only human and a panda.
and your boyfriend.

Alex

The time limit.

2009-09-28T03:46:00.001-07:00

I love this girl.
She's the only girl that I cared this much for.
She's the only girl that has all my love now.

I have her now.
She's mine.
But she won't stay.

I baked cookies for her today.
I gave her one whole box.
She's happy with it.
I guess I do bring some sort of joy to her life.

I do love you and I don't wanna lose you.
But in the end. I will have to.
And there's nothing I can do about it.

When you fulfill your promise.
You'll lose me.

Though I type this with a heavy heart.
Know that I love you more than he ever will.

I love you.

Honey Bear.

The time ticking for my heart.

2009-09-28T03:46:00.000-07:00

My version of Love

2009-09-27T11:15:00.000-07:00

Love is kind.
Love is patient.
Love is sweet.
Love is always there.
Love is caring.
Love gives hope.
Love brings joy
Love brings sorrow.
Love brings laughter
Love brings tears.
Love doesn't complain.
Love teaches.
Love never wavers.
Love never dies.
Love comforts.

I know love.

Alex.

Catch Phrases =D

2009-09-27T07:53:00.000-07:00

So i had a relatively boring day.
As usual =.=

I decided to do something.. awkward?

I made myself a timetable =D

Haha.. one of the few objectives in doing so are :
1. Get VISIBLE abs.
2. Grow taller (stretching etc.)
3. Get A relatively good number of A's in the coming finals.

Yeah.. Wish me luck people..

I think I can do it =D

I'm still waiting for that answer of yours.
When?

I need to bury it =

2009-09-25T11:10:00.000-07:00

Sooo.. I've just put her to bed.
Been doing that for the past.. 2 months i think?
I'll call her and talk till she falls asleep.

Well.. I can't sleep. Its now... 2.22 a.m.
Nice number..

I don't find him as a nice guy.
I just don't find something nice about
someone who constantly disturbs a relationship.

This is one hurdle that i wanna jump over and never look back at it.

I've got the shovel. Just tell me when and where I can bury it.
Cause i really don't want to see it ever again.

Honey Bear

We can see it with our eyes

2009-09-24T23:14:00.000-07:00

Good day people =]

Yesterday. The Coke and Sprite at McDs were.. gas-less.

Who orders a carbonated soda.. without.. it being carbonated?!

Sucky..

I'm off to basketball at 5.30.

P.S. If i knew it would hurt. I would not have done it =[

Mopples

Nicknames =D

2009-09-23T20:01:00.000-07:00

I have loads of nicknames =]

The first nickname was given to me.. by Zheng Kai.
Std 1. He called me. Sir Alex Ferguson and Alexander Graham Bell.
Don't blame his lameness. Blame the fact that he was 8 at the time.

Second one.
Sexy Lexie.
Was given when I was.. std 5-6.
Not sure why.. But yeah...

Third.
Honey bear.
Given by Qis.
A sentence I told her that kinda went out of control.

Lastly.
Mopples.
Was given again, by her, because i was 'moppy'.
It was 2 a.m I was sleepy.

Signing off with my original name.

Alex Oh Keng Yew =D

Cookies and Add maths.

2009-09-23T19:55:00.000-07:00

I woke up and said.
I shall bake today =]

Chocolate chunk cookies.
I'll have to bake an orange cake later..

I'm also gonna do some revision while they ( the cookies) are in the oven.

F**k it. Hate exams. Hate the pressure.

Anyways.

I can assure you that you don't have to worry about your insecurity.
I'm more worried of mine =/

Sexy Lexie.

Another day. Another way

2009-09-23T00:56:00.000-07:00

Soooo... i woke up at 10.30.
Slept around 3.30
Dang! Just 1 hour short of the recommended time =[

So.. I'm suppose to be at a party.
But parents left me stranded at home.
With two cars.. But no drivers liscence.
F***k up much?

Cant wait till i get my driver's liscence.

Anyways... since i was stuck at home..
I did what any young teenage boy would do
during the holidays.
I
Did
Revision.

Add maths, chemistry and modern maths.
All my weak ass subjects.
=/

A question I pose to you.

Where do I fit in the picture?
Where do we go from here?

Don't worry. I'm as confused as you are =]

Mopples.

A second shot to happiness?

2009-09-22T03:21:00.000-07:00

Most of you know by now.
But those of you who don't.
I'm single once more =] ]=

To be honest. I did not see it coming. The break up I mean.
I guess I should have.

I did love her. I did everything I could to keep it going.
But guess I was just holding a clump of sand.
Where the tighter I held on. The more it kept slipping out.

If I did have a chance to get her back.
I would take it.
But I wouldn't want to risk her happiness with him for it.

No one said letting go would be easy. No one ever said it would be this hard either.

I love you.

Alex <3>

Little Did I Know

2009-09-22T03:14:00.000-07:00

Woohoo.
First blog I created.

Amazing...

=]