I'll do my best. But i doubt I'll forget

We finally have a song together =]

"Beautiful mess" by Jason Mraz.
I guess it suits our situation, doesn't it?
What we have is beautiful. Its just messed up =/

" Its like taking a guess, when the only answer is 'Yes' "

Well. To you guys out there wondering.
Yes. We are back together.
Officially.
I guess its never really over till the love really dies.
Sooo...
Here we go again =]



Today.
I said what i had to say.

I'll try to forget it.

But don't hate me if i can't.
Forgive me when i do.
Cause deep down.
I know i always will.

Don't blame me.
I'm only human and a panda.
and your boyfriend.

Alex

The time limit.

I love this girl.
She's the only girl that I cared this much for.
She's the only girl that has all my love now.

I have her now.
She's mine.
But she won't stay.

I baked cookies for her today.
I gave her one whole box.
She's happy with it.
I guess I do bring some sort of joy to her life.

I do love you and I don't wanna lose you.
But in the end. I will have to.
And there's nothing I can do about it.

When you fulfill your promise.
You'll lose me.

Though I type this with a heavy heart.
Know that I love you more than he ever will.

I love you.

Honey Bear.

The time ticking for my heart.

My version of Love

Love is kind.
Love is patient.
Love is sweet.
Love is always there.
Love is caring.
Love gives hope.
Love brings joy
Love brings sorrow.
Love brings laughter
Love brings tears.
Love doesn't complain.
Love teaches.
Love never wavers.
Love never dies.
Love comforts.

I know love.

Alex.

Catch Phrases =D

So i had a relatively boring day.
As usual =.=

I decided to do something.. awkward?

I made myself a timetable =D

Haha.. one of the few objectives in doing so are :
1. Get VISIBLE abs.
2. Grow taller (stretching etc.)
3. Get A relatively good number of A's in the coming finals.

Yeah.. Wish me luck people..

I think I can do it =D

I'm still waiting for that answer of yours.
When?

I need to bury it =

Sooo.. I've just put her to bed.
Been doing that for the past.. 2 months i think?
I'll call her and talk till she falls asleep.


Well.. I can't sleep. Its now... 2.22 a.m.
Nice number..

I don't find him as a nice guy.
I just don't find something nice about
someone who constantly disturbs a relationship.

This is one hurdle that i wanna jump over and never look back at it.

I've got the shovel. Just tell me when and where I can bury it.
Cause i really don't want to see it ever again.


Honey Bear

We can see it with our eyes

Good day people =]

Yesterday. The Coke and Sprite at McDs were.. gas-less.

Who orders a carbonated soda.. without.. it being carbonated?!

Sucky..

I'm off to basketball at 5.30.

P.S. If i knew it would hurt. I would not have done it =[

Mopples

Nicknames =D

I have loads of nicknames =]

The first nickname was given to me.. by Zheng Kai.
Std 1. He called me. Sir Alex Ferguson and Alexander Graham Bell.
Don't blame his lameness. Blame the fact that he was 8 at the time.

Second one.
Sexy Lexie.
Was given when I was.. std 5-6.
Not sure why.. But yeah...

Third.
Honey bear.
Given by Qis.
A sentence I told her that kinda went out of control.

Lastly.
Mopples.
Was given again, by her, because i was 'moppy'.
It was 2 a.m I was sleepy.

Signing off with my original name.

Alex Oh Keng Yew =D

Cookies and Add maths.

I woke up and said.
I shall bake today =]

Chocolate chunk cookies.
I'll have to bake an orange cake later..

I'm also gonna do some revision while they ( the cookies) are in the oven.

F**k it. Hate exams. Hate the pressure.

Anyways.

I can assure you that you don't have to worry about your insecurity.
I'm more worried of mine =/

Sexy Lexie.

Another day. Another way

Soooo... i woke up at 10.30.
Slept around 3.30
Dang! Just 1 hour short of the recommended time =[

So.. I'm suppose to be at a party.
But parents left me stranded at home.
With two cars.. But no drivers liscence.
F***k up much?

Cant wait till i get my driver's liscence.

Anyways... since i was stuck at home..
I did what any young teenage boy would do
during the holidays.
I
Did
Revision.

Add maths, chemistry and modern maths.
All my weak ass subjects.
=/

A question I pose to you.

Where do I fit in the picture?
Where do we go from here?

Don't worry. I'm as confused as you are =]

Mopples.

A second shot to happiness?

Most of you know by now.
But those of you who don't.
I'm single once more =] ]=

To be honest. I did not see it coming. The break up I mean.
I guess I should have.

I did love her. I did everything I could to keep it going.
But guess I was just holding a clump of sand.
Where the tighter I held on. The more it kept slipping out.

If I did have a chance to get her back.
I would take it.
But I wouldn't want to risk her happiness with him for it.

No one said letting go would be easy. No one ever said it would be this hard either.

I love you.

Alex <3>

Little Did I Know

Woohoo.
First blog I created.

Amazing...

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